I try to force myself to fit into the square shape when I truly not a square. I still holding something tight while my heart clearly told me the thing isn't belong to me. Sometimes human beings, or perhaps just me, is stupid enough to hold on something that is clearly not belong to me and wait until hit the rock bottom to finally let go. Perhaps it's time for me to do more yoga and more meditation to find out the answer for still holding on while it is clear enough to let go.
It is funny when I realize there are times I kept persuading myself the reasons to hold on and don't give up easily. Letting go is not an easy job as it looks and really need some wisdom. Clear enough, I do not have that, YET. I pray to God, whoever above me with the super power, to let me be able to gain the wisdom ASAP in my life. I believe by then, I will be able to open my arms and receive the beauty of the universe that full of choices, again.
3 comments:
Its not wrong to hold on with something that doesn't belong to you if you are still nt prepared to let it go. But you have to learn to cope with the disappointment and sadness if you had decided to cling on to it. Open up your mind. There ae too many things in tis world that are much more worth it to be in the grasp of your hands. Always believe that the future is better.
sound sad aje...letting go needs encourangement & braveness....
is not an easi job..take times...slowly..dont force urself!
Jacklyn,
What a wonderful comment that full of wisdom! I remember telling people not to force yourself let go when you are not ready. Letting go is a process and it simply can't happen overnight. Thanks for reminding me. I started wondering whether they include psychology as one of the required subjects to graduate in your school... Thank you for caring ^_^
hoayming,
thank you for caring. I will get better ^_^
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