Another regular morning. I am sitting in the kitchen as usual and watching drama online. It is late spring and almost summer now but today's weather is cold. It has been always 70 degree Fahrenheit and above for last few weeks until yesterday, it hits the new low of about 50F. It reminds me of winter when I was first here. It has been more than six months since I am here...
Half a year, six months, 200 days. Without my realising, time flies. Looking back to these days, what have I done? I am in my early twenties now but what am I doing here? I heard and read some news from my ex classmates and it seems that they are doing real good. They are able to afford their own cars, they have enough money to "temporary retire" for few months and travel abroad, they have their own CAREER and moving closer to their dreams each day. What do I have? What have I achieved? I cannot afford to spend another six months for this...
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I was so down and couldn't even continue writing this. I stopped and called a friend. Thanks a lot Jacky, I feel much better after talking to you. You are right, treasure every moment that I have and always think positively. I have learned all these long time ago but sometimes just forgot and focus on the wrong side of an issue. Thanks for reminding me the purpose of life is to live to the fullest, no matter under what circumstances.
I am able to smile again :)
4 comments:
i know you are not feeling good. neither do i. Just try to think positively. erm... we have experienced something that others could never have in their enitre life. Now..another step. hang on. we will be fine..
we will if we believe.
start packing our stuff lah.
:p make you happier..hm.. in someway. :P
dont worry too much. we will deal with it.
love you. muaks.
Yes, I promise. We will be fine. :) Hang tide, try our best and let God do the rest.
Zoe, once i was like u.... seeing all ur frens success... not that we are jealous... it's just that u feel like u are lack far away behind... useless... lost... but then... like u said... ups and downs... "life is just like a ball, it will bounce up high after it goes to the lowest point." This is told by one of my fren when i was as depress as u.. n now i wish to share it with u.. n i wan u to be happy n move on.Cheer zoe.:P
Linly,
thanks so much :) I really appreciate that.. I was experiencing exactly as what you described but now I am fine. I am really touched for your concern. Let's wait our chance to bounce up high! Cheers ;)
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