Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Stuck in Taipei Again and Missing Home...

Everytime when I left home, my feelings never the same. I was not feeling as hard compare to the last time but of course, still feeling a little down. Perhaps I slowly get used to my travelling-back-and-forth life and have accepted it as part of my circle of live. My feeling does not fluctuate much as I came back and went off for this time. However, it is hard for me to remain as calm when I see the tears in my dearests' eyes... From my very first departure until today, my dearest parents and my brother still saying goodbye with tearful eyes. I felt guilty last time when I left. For this time, my heart is full of love and gratitude when I looked into their eyes.

Dear Papa and Mama, thank you for always being so supportive. I know it is not easy to have the only girl in the family with a big dream to pursue thousand miles away from home. I really appreciate your acceptance and love. I know how much you wish me come back home next year right after my graduation. I never expect you will accept my will to further my study longer in US easily. I believe the reason behind was love. Thank you for loving me so much all these while. I know I always am the lucky one. I miss home, I miss everyone of you and I miss my cute little doggie.

The doggie named "Xiao Bai" (Little White). She slept with me every night and followed me everywhere in my house. The night before I left, I let her stayed beside me while I packed my luggage. She looked at me as if she knew I was leaving soon. I talked to her, telling her I was leaving tomorrow. She looked at me with her innocent eyes as usual. When I looked into her eyes, I really believe she knew I was leaving because she acted differently. Then today early in the morning, she kept jumping beside my bed, as if trying to wake me up or trying to sleep right beside me. She never did this for the 3 weeks time but this morning. Besides my family, I really miss her now...






This is one of the pictures I took when I first got home, before my brother cut her hair.






This is one of the pictures I took the night before I left.




She always look a little scare seeing the camera's flash light and trying to run away.
By just looking at her pictures now, I miss her again...


2 comments:

hoayming said...

babe, u r the lucky wan! ur family love u so much!!

i knw u love thm too! if not u wont hav such strong feelings...

take care!

Zoe said...

You are right. Thanks for your warm hug ^_^

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