I just back from Newark Airport hours ago. It took me 5 hours driving all together. I went there because I need to take Chia to catch a flight to Atlanta. Airport, a place that always make me sad...(so far)
This is the fifth time I went there. The very 1st time I went there was to get Chia when she flew all the way from CA to celebrate Christmas with me in Beaverkill and Princeton. Then I took her there a week later to fly back to CA. The 3rd time was because I went to Carribean with my host family and we departed and landed at Newark Airport as well. The fifth time, I sent Chia away once again...
We hugged each other at the entrance gate before she left. I am sure both of us don't like this feeling. The scene of seperating, again and again. It's sucks!! My feeling turning worse when I back to Beaverkill. I feel so empty, including now... We weren't talk much these few days but at least I could see her walking here and there in the house even though we had nothing much to do and say. But now she'd gone, after spending more than two weeks time together.
You gotta take good care my friend, no matter what happen. You have to hang tide no matter how hard the situation turn to be. Life is never easy but it doesn't mean it is always tastes bitter. You said you want your life to have four seasons and that's why you named yourself SEASON. I think now it is a period of changing season for you, and mine is not far away...
I miss you so much here, especially with this empty house and "scarily quiet" environment. Will see you soon.
2 comments:
miss you so much, too. *sigh. nvm lah. cherish the rest of your time in Beaverkill, you will NEVER go back there again, NEVER EVER. who the hell in this world would go back there?? if we have time, we go New York CIty lah. wase... jialat one. thanks for driving me to Airport everytime. love you and miss you. I will see you soon right? loveya.. fly here soon, hang on then we can fly to CA together.. we will be fine as long as we are together. muaks
sorry that it takes a while to reply u. hmmm... sorry that i have to send you away but i really hope you know how to cherish every moment in life although sometimes it might be difficult. you said you want your life have 4 seasons then you should know how to make your winter life happier while waiting for your favourite fall season to come. hope you are having a good life there, cheers! ;)
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