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I really don't know what to do. This question has been bothering me for few days. I seldom let a question keep bothering me for so long. I want to settle it now but too bad the timing is not right, yet. I know I am an impatient person. Maybe that is the reason why I need to wait, properly the purpose is to train me to become a more patient person.

In this sort of "critical time", I will not give up or upset. In fact, this makes me think of the story of butterfly again. I am still trying my best to live the life to the fullest. I might not really happy right now, but I am not sad either. It is time to learn from caterpilla again...